Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Considerations....

I have not blogged now for a couple months. I have to confess to having a bit of a scare, in that I joined a yahoo group, and I know this blog is listed on my profile.

I consider my mind a pretty private place, and to be honest, I really do not know why I started this blog in the first place, but I do know I really didnt want that group to have that much of a view into my mind.

I guess it all comes down to the fear of being too visible, and thus too vunerable. I really have nothing to hide, but nor do I leave my shades open at night while I change into my sleeping hat.

But, how else do deep considerations get passes along?

My noodlings this week concern the prospects of job once again. I am bored where I am. I have mastered the job, its details, and several other projects and need a challenge. I have discovered I thrive on such challenges and diversity. I need something new to look forward to, and a changing environment. The job market for me present a Delano. Either I go into something very similar, or back to a major effort and responsibility. While I most likely need something like a major job, they still scare me a bit. It hasn't been too long since the prior burn out.

Lets see. My "ideal" job would involve flexibility. Not always at the same chair, in the same office, but some movement. Pay would have to be at least a good improvement over what I am currently earning, which I am pretty happy about. No over time. No instability, or insecurity. It would have to be working with people, and offering some benefit to them. (I cant just make money, I have to be making a difference). It would be days, not many weekends, if any at all.

Seems I need more noodling on this. :)

professir.